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"There's a shadow hanging over me"

I flicked on the light and locked the door behind me. Turning to enter my apartment, I see Julian running out of my dark bedroom, squinting from the bright light.

He started meowing at me, rolling on the floor to greet me coming home from work.

After weeks of living under my bed, scared of me and just about everything else, he finally felt it was OK to be social, to trust me.

Nearly 10 years ago, that was our first official hello. Wednesday, we had to say goodbye.

I decided the best thing for Julian was euthanasia after a blood clot formed in his left, rear leg. He was in a lot of pain, and there was nothing we could do for him.

We had been keeping his kidney disease in check for nearly a year, and he was diagnosed with heart disease a week before Christmas. He was on medication, so that too was under control.

Or so we thought. The clot formed suddenly Tuesday night, and after my husband and I took him to Happy Tails emergency clinic, we were told the news.

They gave him something to be comfortable, and I took him to my vet, Cobb Animal Clinic, the next day so my personal vet could help me make the decision.

Making the decision wasn’t that hard, it was saying goodbye. I’ve been with Julian for so long, through so much, it was like saying goodbye to a family member, not a pet. 

I got him a month after I started my first job out of college, so it’s hard to remember a time when he wasn’t around. He’s been with me through new jobs, my many moves and many heartaches, and an appendix surgery. Which didn’t stop him from sleeping on my stomach, stitches or no stitches.

All the while, I was there for him, worried about him when he wouldn’t come into my living room for two days, only to learn it was because I left the vacuum cleaner out.

Someone told me once they would get a cat only if the cat was like Julian.

I’d like to think he was a happy cat, even a little spoiled. Julian was special, and I’m thankful I got to share 10 years of my life with him.
 

 

Here are a few photos I have of him through the years. I have TONS more, but I tried to find some you all weren't use to seeing. These are pre-digital camera days, so I had to scan them all. Please excuse the poor quality.

This is one of my earliest photos of him, which explains the bad quality. Julian would spend hours sleeping or just lounging on the window sills in my Danville apartment. I made sure my next apartment had good windows, just for him.

I would give Julian a can of tuna fish for his birthday, Oct. 8, for years. Until he got too old and it wasn't good for him. He would lick those cans clean.

Julian loved to drink straight from the sink. I allowed it only in the bathroom, and I was quick to turn on the faucet whenever he wanted.

This is a personal favorite of mine. I had it on my office desk for years. He loved to look out my huge patio doors in my Lynchburg apartment. And at times, he had to work his way around the blinds to get a good view.

This is also a favorite, and it breaks my heart the photo didn't come out better. But here he's just being him. A happy cat lounging his day away. I swear I can see a smile on his face.

 

- The headline I choose for this is from The Beatles song, "Yesterday." Julian was named after John Lennon's first son, and we spent many hours jamming to The Beatles.

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boys1713

January 10, 2012 - 7:40 am EST

I am so sorry for your loss. Although it is one of the hardest things you will ever have to do or have done you did the best thing you could for your friend. Having a trusted vet is always good so you know you are getting honest facts to use to make a difficult decision.
He will have a place in your heart forever and although you will have other "4 legged family members" no other will ever replace him. Keep the good memories and know in your heart you did the best you could for your friend. Prayers and thoughts are with you as you get through this difficult time.

pgordon

January 10, 2012 - 11:56 am EST

My heart breaks for you, because it is very hard to lose a sweet baby....My prayers are with you during this time, because I know how hard it is ....

27405

January 10, 2012 - 8:21 pm EST

Margaret, I'm so sorry for your loss. What a wonderful tribute to Julian. We had to euthanize our cat, Pearl, a month ago. Like you, I had had her since college, and she had traveled with me and my husband to graduate school and a couple of different states for jobs. She was there for all of the big moments in my life. It was really hard to let her go, even though it was time. You have my sympathy.

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